I've tried to terminate 3 times at least... T talked me out of it twice and the last time I told her I was taking a long break but I was back w/in 3 months. She told me a month or so ago that she knows I want to be "done" but that she honestly does not think that I am yet. I finally have been able to face my "money monster" as she calls it and we worked out doing 25 min sessions so I can afford it, which has been helpful also because I find I don't waste time with stammering around now near as much. I'm to a point now where life is "good enough" but I know it can get better so now I talk to her cuz I "want" to more than cuz I have to. If that makes sense.

In my secret heart of hearts, of course, I don't want to ever let go of this most unique relationship - the therapeutic relationship is truly like no other when it works!

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