(((((((((((Darkeyes, Bi-polar, Buzi, Seraph and Suzy)))))))))))))
Thank you very much. I feel much better. I have distanced myself from her and she's just started taking meds, I hope things do improve for her.
I appreciate your saying that I can ask questions and not to apologize. I just didn't want to hurt any of you in any way-you're being strong about it and I think you're super cool because of it.
I have to understand that she cannot control how she acts, I probably just trigger something inside of her. Whether it be or not be bi-polar related. You know? Like, where she was weak and vulnerable, she was screamed, yelled at and abused by our bio-father. Perhaps she's just repeating the pattern without even realizing it because I could represent the weak and vulnerable part of herself? The part she doesn't like because it had been treated so badly? Whereas, I'm protective of the weak and vulnerable.
I'm definetly going to keep my distance but I'm going to really focus on trying to empathize with what she had been and is going through.
(((((((more hugs))))))))))