The only thing that made me think that I might have issues was when I could see myself from out side my self. So I might be doing something that wasn't good for me and I would see myself doing it. I couldn't stop from doing it even though in my head I kept thinking that what we were doing wasn't good. I could only see myself. I started to think I was crazy. I mentioned this a friend and she told me that I dissociated. I had never heard the word before. I googled it and found myself in the discription of DID. I still didn't think it was so but I started to see a therapist. After a few years we were willing to aknowledge we exist and we switch. Knowing this has helped me to not freak out so much. That and some medication helped me to lesson my panic attacks and to not think as myself as being crazy.
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