Hi Blueangel, I feel for you for I am in a similar situation. I am on Wellbutrin 300mg and buspirone 15mg. I had to stop the buspirone because it made me feel like I was on speed and it made my heart race. I find meds don't help me. I have been on four anti-depressants this year. I started seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist but I quickly learned that I would not be able to afford their fees so I will have to discontinue therapy. Meanwhile my depression just gets worse. I am turning to prayer. What do I have to lose. I may also see what my primary doc recommends because he at least seems to care and has been more helpful than the pdoc in my opinion. I wish you the best. I wish there was something I could do or say to fix things but I give you my love and hugs.