Oh ((((((((((((((lost)))))))))))))))))) Please - don't blame yourself. It was that guy's fault. And you MUST report it. Also have yourself checked out by a doctor.

Lost, I've been sexually assaulted myself, and I too blamed myself. To this day, sometimes I still do, but then, my brain takes over and tells me that I am NOT responsible for his actions, nor any of the other guys. It's hard, I know, and it'll take time, but please remember this - NOT your fault. You are not responsible for others actions.

If you want to talk to me, you can PM me. K? I'm here. More hugs
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