When I was little, about 7 or 8, I use to make the family dogs masterbate with a blanket when he did something wrong. I have no idea why and I'm not even sure if I understood what I was doing but I remember PUNISHING him this way. Getting a blanket, rubbing it on his genitals while yelling at him for not eating his food and then locking him in food pantry with the blanket.
This memory is kind of freaking me out. I remember my brother saying our bio-father would put him up high on the fridge (my brother was afraid of heights) make him watch porn and masterbate. Do you think this has anything to do with my punishing the dog with masterbation?
I just remembered this and I feel so bad- I don't think I hurt the dog in anyway but it's really, very weird and I feel bad that I use to violate the dog like that.