The guy is a really good friend, which actually makes it harder because he's the one person I can talk to. As for losing weight- I've dropped 4 dress sizes since easter. I work at a movie theatre. And the night I posted this I missed a dose of cymbalta, and was up crying almost all night. It was awful. I have talked to said guy again (he's been on vacation) and I feel much better. He makes me feel like I can do anything, which just makes me want him more...