I'm REALLY REALLY having trouble making myself take the benzo. I couldn't start it last night, my pharmacy was closed, so my pdoc said to start it tonight. Last night was horrible, I had racing thoughts so bad I thought I was insane, and they didn't even make sense, they were like fragments. So I don't want another night like that, I know I need to sleep.
But I just feel so good and don't want it to end.
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Bipolar I with psychotic features/GAD/Transgender (male pronouns please)
Seroquel/Abilify/Risperidone/Testosterone
My Bipolar Poetry Anthology
Underneath this skin there's a human
Buried deep within there's a human
And despite everything I'm still human
I think that I'm still human
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