That's a big thought of mine, as well, and goes hand in hand with feeling stuck and fearing I'll never be happy.
I literally cannot remember being
legitimately happy. And I'd like to, and I try to believe that I will. But days like today, I feel like I'm not meant to. Ever.

For you.
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Love is..
a baby smiling at you for the first time
a dog curling up by your side...
and your soulmate kissing your forehead
when he thinks you're sound asleep
OSFED|MDD/PPD|GAD|gender dysphoria|AvPD