Thank you SO much everyone for all those beautiful & supporting messages...

Dear Travelinglady, I can't thank you enough for this info. Yes indeed, perhaps I'm looking for the wrong professionals all this long. I'll start looking instead for psychologists

Dear CANDC, thank you A LOT for your inspiring words. Yes, I'll start trying Yoga & mind meditation, perhaps it works for me. And by the way, you're so true about caring for others problems & humanity's ailments instead of only focusing on our own personal problems. By the way, I happen to be a revolutionary activist in Egypt here, maybe 'cause the revolution has ultimately failed here that increased my depression & thus my anxiety & OCD; but by keeping up following political events & participating in demonstrations (although they've decreased now a lot) that definitely like you said, gives me something other than my OCD to think about

Dear richeye, I can see that you suffer from my same diagnosis PO I pray for you & for us both & for all those who are plagued with PO. It's really comforting to find others like me here in the forum

Dear Perna, thank you so much for your message. Yes, I definitely have to try thinking out of the box, try to change my environment I'm planning on searching for a university abroad, but first I have to finish my Master's here, which I'm so afraid to get stuck in it like forever (I'm already stuck in it for over 6 years now)

Dear strangeskies, I'm glad to find somebody from Egypt here That's a + here in the forums, we could help each other find lots of things here. If I hopefully find a good psychotherapist I'll definitely tell you