It took me many attempts to figure out I could not quit on my own. I was powerless over alcohol. Lack of power was my dilemma. It was way bigger than me. My own personal will power just did not get it. I am no longer powerless over it. I gained the power to overcome it.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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