For me, when I am depressed, I am on the couch all day and then maybe I finally feel like I can get up and it's all I can do to shower and then clean my wreck of a house and then maybe spend time with my kids. All of this is impossible though because it is 4:30 in the afternoon and I am still on the couch, in my pjs, and there is just no time for everything and so I get overwhelmed and nothing gets done. And then I feel even more depressed. I do shower at least every third day though but that to me feels gross because I used to shower every day. Thank goodness my husband doesn't worry about the house and usually fixes dinner when I am not feeling well because of depression. This is isn't an issue for me unless I'm depressed.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
Last edited by cashart10; Jul 30, 2014 at 02:00 PM.
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