Hi Inacorner,
I was a little girl. I'm pretty sure it's one of the ways my biofather abused me. Making me masterbate with a blanket. I was only a little kid so I don't remember but my doing this to the dog makes me wonder if he did something like that to me. It's not like I enjoyed it or felt any pleasure from it,
I find it odd that I chose THAT form of punishment for the dog-the only thing younger, smaller and more vulnerable than myself.
I was a small kid who didn't even really understand what masterbation was. It had to be a way he abused me. I've blocked most of it out and that annoys the hell out of me. I get to suffer the emotional after effects from the abuse but I am not allowed to remember what the abuse was. So, how the heck am I supposed to fix something I can't see? What am I supposed to work with?
Anyway, do you/anyone think that that could be the case?