My current p doc doesn't want to subscribe anything other then seroquel. Lamictal. Ability or wellbutrin.. klonopins... u mm sorry pdoc... ability and wellbutrin make me manic off the charts.. have even blacked out before.. upping my seroquel even higher makes me literally throw up if I eat something fairly *heavy* a half hour afterword. He won't raise my Lamictal higher then 200mg... and sorry I know people get addicted to . klonopins. . But they don't do much for me... they make the anxiety a little less... I don't even take the amount I'm prescribe 99 times out of 100.. just take one at bedtime so I don't wake up with hot sweats.... I've been low for a long time.. happiness no longer exists for me.... I used to be a raging manic nut.. but I also had euphoric highs where everything was.great and I was on top of the world... seeing a new pdoc on monday... I'm hoping for good things......anything is better then what I got... he just looks at me like sorry can't do anything for ya. And when I told him I was looking into getting another p doc.... he looked like he wanted to laugh... whatever I don't think he really knows.much at all about bipolar... ive.told him stuff that.i know more then he tells me.. he just tells me what's on the back label of meds... hey dr! I'm BIPOLAR. . Which often means meds don't effect me normally as stated more times then not it seems
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