Two more days until I move back into my dad's house with my abusive sister. She has been threatening to get gang members to kill the entire family for a while, and my dad doesn't take the threats seriously at all. He just says, "Oh, I know for a fact she will never do that." There's no reason to believe she WOULDN'T do that. She was dating a gang member very recently, and she has already done all kinds of violent things including stabbing my mom. In addition to the gang-affiliated boyfriend, she hangs out with people who have guns because she has pictures of herself holding them.

I don't want to go back to living in her filth and being afraid to go to sleep at night. I'm a nervous, anxious, depressed mess and just wanted to vent. It is so frustrating that no one will take the situation seriously and that I have to live there because I am too stupid to make enough money for my own place. Okay, I'm done. Gotta go pack and clean now.