Struggling with physical pain and exhaustion from bad sleep, while trying to study for an exam tomorrow. I don't mind we have a heatwave, though it's not ideal for sleep or healing, but I'm sad I'm missing the best gardening season in 5 years. I live for the month of summer when the garden is growing and producing like crazy.

Thankful I didn't break my leg, no ebola or Russian tanks/missiles/presidents here, husband is safe, etc, but still sad and in pain. Life is complicated.

*edit and apparently I am an idiot, because I posted here twice, not realizing what subforum it is, though I am not being treated for depression despite many people considering me a depressive sort over the years.