I dont have cognitive distortions! The world is bad. Humans suck. Israelis were chanting no more children in Gaza. This is humanity. This is what we are.

I need a cognitive distortion. I need full blown delusion to be able to want to be here.

I stayed drunk throughout the 2008 Gaza massacre and whenever the Abu Ghraib pictures came out. There's a lot I did not process.

I dont know how to live in this world in these times. I dont know that I want to. I really don't. I see bad things coming. I see some intentional provocation to incite people to clamor for the sealing of our borders.