As you said hubby can take care of the dog. You need to do what is right for you if you have a therapist I would get ahold of him/her to see what they think. But if you are truly holding on by a thread I think you should trust yourself to go to the hospital and let them help you make the decision. Take care of yourself... 
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Bonnie
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Dx Major Depression, General Anxiety Disorder, cognitive distortions(pretty bad), & little PTSD for fun
Rx Bupropion 450mg (depression), Pristiq-generic 125mg (anxiety & depression), Lamictal 150mg (mood stabilizer) Alprazolam 0.25mg (anxiety plus helps sleep easier)
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