I have been battling social anxiety and depression for along time, I am 34 now and am on Zoloft, I feel a bit better, able to function at least but I have no no no no motivation to be independent, I don't know what I want.... career wise, I have very few friends, I work, come home and drink then go to bed, I have no motivation to do anything. I get upset a lot because I feel I am letting my life slip away and I am not fighting for it, but I don't know what I want. I am eating sleeping working breathing day in and out and that is it. I am waiting for someday I will snap up and realize ahhhhh I want to be this or that or something. I am frustrated, been to a psychiatrist but I don't feel it really was getting me anywhere, I felt nervous to go there and I didn't feel I really got much from the experience besides a prescription for Zoloft. I feel like my mind has been worse since I took Effexor a few years back, it made me very very depressed after awhile and angry (very unlike me). Where do I start here to get my life back before I am 80 and alone.