It is a metaphor, depicting my state of mind, chronicled musically so people could understand the mind set, i.e. men, it is not actually happening, in real time, it is a nightmare, a living nightmare, I guess you have to be a 30+ year old guy to understand……………….

edited by me to add, ask any of your 30+ yr old straight male friends what this playlist is....if you have any... them maybe you might understand.....til then...............