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Old Jul 30, 2014, 11:16 PM
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Anxiety coming back. My husband is going to have to start taking the car to work starting Friday as his truck is in really bad shape and wouldn't pass inspection. The sticker runs out tomorrow as is the last day of the month. He'll have to get a new truck somehow, but until then I'm going to be stuck at home all day every day. That makes me really uncomfortable, plus now won't get to visit my parents every afternoon like I have been all summer. It'll have to be after he gets home, which will be rough because supper time and the like. Will probably have to shorten my visits. I keep telling myself I'll still be able to visit - except Wednesdays when mom goes to church in the evening. It's just at a different time. But it's not helping a whole lot. I'm feeling the anxiety adrenaline inside starting up again and will probably awaken in the morning dwelling on it and getting myself into a state. I don't like this. I have an appointment next week and will have to find some way to get there now. I don't know how long this will take because he has to sell his truck first to even have the money to buy a "new" one and probably still won't be enough because it's like 1985 model and not in good shape at all. I find myself frustrated with him, too, because as is typical with him, he's waited til the last minute here to finally realize, "Wow, I need to get another vehicle." He's had weeks to try to sell his and find another before the sticker ran out but haven't seen any effort at all.
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