Im only 16 I lost my best friend, quinn de campe (16) he was bashed to death in the park this happened in december a day before christmas.
Im miss him everday im only 16 and I know hed want me to be happy and live life but the more days it goes on i feel worse and worse..
i feel its my fault yet deep down I know its not, I didnt visit him in hospital i was scared to see him there.
In feburary after I lost me great grandma...I have never felt the same
I neally lost my grandfather...
I do not see a T for this...I have NEVER spoken to anyone before...I really dont know why..
I have attempted sucide over this many times..
My thoughts are ove rpowering i tihnk i might accually commit sucide but im scared to...I dont know how to deal with the loss