Babe, you will be ok...Time will pass and you will feel better everyday, Try meditating, it helps, think positive. Don't ever feel like no one understands, there are more people out there then you think (I'm here for you). My heart breaks to read these words, and not be able to help you see past the hurt that you are going through, but if i was able to make it out of the same type of pain, then so can you. And it is ok to feel sad, then you will get mad, then you will get over it...There is a light at the end of the tunnel, you just haven't gotten far enough to see it yet...but it will be there soon enough.