Yep, continue to have faith in yourself. You have made amazing changes already, and I have no doubt will continue to.

I certainly understand the just wanting rest, peace and quiet. I am in the same boat. I feel the urge to throw myself on the ground like a child and have a wee tantrum. I.....just......want......a.......break..........waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Laughable right?

But you have the courage to go on Johnny, I see it in all your posts.