I understand the feeling. I just lost my job and things aren't looking very bright about finding a new one. It has me very depressed. I really don't have any help for you, but just wanted to let you know you are not alone.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha