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I am a christian but I think this would apply to any religion. It's hard to have faith many times, isn't it? It's hard not to feel absolutely condemned when depressed. It's hard to make sense of your faith after an episode. It's hard to discern your beliefs from delusions if you become hyper religious. It's hard not to be angry with God sometimes for giving you a serious, chronic mental illness. It's hard, isn't it?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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