aw des, i'm so sorry you're feeling this way
Trust me, you're not alone. It's not fun, not fun at all, i guess sometimes life is just that way. But that's all it is: life. Life goes on eventually and the pain is what we build on, we need it to grow.

"rejection" it's a terrible, loathesome word. It should be removed from the dictionary for all the spite it ensues. Of course I don't know who/what made you feel rejected, but i'm terribly sorry that you do. Always I'm here for ya, even if i might be falling into the abyss beside you.

((((des))))