With me it kind of depends how I am feeling, there are times when I want nothing more than to be left alone for a while and just get away from people...there are other times I am honestly concerned for my safety if I am alone, mostly when I am feeling suicidal/self destructive. Then at times I might feel really lonely its like being alone just starts closing in on me and I get really restless, which can then lead to suicidal/self destructive sort of mindset...So I can have trouble with that, but not quite how you describe.
What sort of area are you in? If its urban perhaps there are buses or other transportation options to get out of the house...if its more rural, that makes it more difficult as you likely either have to walk far or find someone who can give you a ride.
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