I had a resent revelation about my bdsm fetish, I believe it comes from childhood. Certain memories have been recalled from earlier than 12 years old. Using bondage to masturbate possibly because of the guilt from being sexual..I have struggled to over come this for years, with no luck. I am dx with bipolar and have asked my t if it could be a symptom of that, she said one might feed the other but no real connection...my question is two part.. is BDSM a mental disease, and is it linked to bipolar..
I am especially interested in any bdsmer that is bipolar...