fk this... im tired... i cannot handle it anymore.

I love my kids.. but somehow i don't feel any reason to live,

Maybe i just think on myself... but i am too tired to go on,

Next bridge after two bottles of whiskey is mine... i am just too tired.

Cannot live without her. Thank you all for everything, for your strength... but i just cannot handle my life without her.. best luck for the next one. may you have the strength that i didn't have .