I absolutely loathe my supervisor. I get physically ill when I see her face, my stomach starts to hurt and I honestly have anxiety attacks because of her....this hatred I have for her is making my life a nightmare.
I've been with this company for almost 20 years, and this woman since coming to my department has been on a mandate to get me fired. She can't control me and she's extremely controlling.
We both came through the company around the same time, I just happen to work throughout the company vs staying in one department like she has and I know more than she does and it kills her to know end, knowing this about me. So when I challenge her on issues that she's unfamiliar with, it angers the heck out of her, but I'm not going to dumb myself down just to make this woman feel good. I'm never disrespectful, I just bring up the backend of our business that she's not familiar with when challenged about things......Needless to say, she resents the heck out of me for this knowlege, so I've become a target and although I keep moving, last week she finally got me.
I had made a huge mistake on an account we had and although I had time enough to correct the mistake, she wouldn't allow me to do it, so the client got burnt. Now she's running around the office trying to find a way to make this mistake a firing offense. We're going on 2 weeks of her trying to find something about this to get me fired. Meanwhile, I'm stuck trying to work each day, knowing this woman has escalated my mistake to the highest level of authority at the company. I'm sad, I'm confused, I'm worried, I'm at a complete loss on how to deal with this cloud over my head each day.
Meanwhile, she's gloating around the office, on breaks, I mean the lady is on a cloud of sheer happiness. I just wish I had someone to tell me, that a aged 56 year old woman will be okay......despite a future of finding a good job again.
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