So in the past 60 hours, 8 of those were sleeping. And I feel great. Awake. Energetic. Happy. Giggly. Like a natural high. Yet for some reason this makes me feel rather reckless and slightly triggered towards my old self injury ways were I use to get my high.

Make any sense?

But being this happy and giggly- can it be wrong?

I think I feel it's wrong because I know when I'm truly happy happy I don't act this way... but this feels so much fun at the same time.

Wow. I'm confused.