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Originally Posted by hankster
I think you can still FEEL judged - thats your ingrained habit, your way of dealing with people, how you learned to react in your family of origin - even though you know its not what she is doing. You break your habit by opening your eyes and talking to her and NOT feeling judged but feeling accepted, and letting that become your new experience of how it is to be in the world. Your foo may have been constantly judging you to see if you were "still" sick from being premature, looking for signs - that could have been unnerving and unsettling and unexplicably strange to you.
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Interesting theory, hankster. Thank you. I was too shy to look anyone in the eyes.
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Originally Posted by stopdog
I don't look at them
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Why not?
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Originally Posted by Silent Void
I have trouble looking anyone in the eye.
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Do you know why?
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Originally Posted by BeGentle
First off, I can't believe she holds your hand....Oh, how I wish he would hug me or hold my hand. I go back and forth with eye contact. If I am in an agitated state, I always look away and if he looks at me I snap at him telling not to look at me. I get so pissed as he tries to access me. When we are in a good, learning stage and he is really trying to convey a point, I look into his eyes because I am really trying to absorb "him" and love the feeling of his authenticity flowing into me. It's really hard to be vulnerable and share your heart. Maybe, the more time you spend in counseling, you will relax and feel safer. You may not be afraid of her, you may be afraid of "it". Think about what "it" could be.
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I've been with this t for over 4 years so that's not the reason. I feel safe with her especially when holding her hand. I said in my other thread that it's a planned technique, the hand holding. If you or anyone else wants touch in T, look for a T who does somatic experiencing or body therapy. Your T sounds good, though.
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Originally Posted by artemis-within
Eyes are the window to the soul, and all that... Definitely true of me... I occasionally still very much long to sit with t and look into her eyes and feel her looking into mine while we are talking... I miss the comfort of it still. That's the one drawback to phone sessions... No eye contact. Sigh.
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I'm sorry. It sounds like you had a wonderful connection with your T. Didn't you recently post about seeing her, or am I mixing you up with someone else?
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Originally Posted by ThisWayOut
I was always taught not to look people in the eye, it's disrespectful... but it also leaves me feeling really vulnerable. I can't look at my T most of the time. It's too intense. The only time I can look at her is if we are talking about innane stuff, like scheduling or if I plan on heading to the beach anytime soon...
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Yeah. I feel vulnerable sort of, I guess.
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Originally Posted by skysblue
The reason I don't look T in the eye some of the time is that when I get more interior with my thoughts and feelings 'I'm not there' anyway. I'm getting in touch with myself. Eye contact is a distraction.
When we're having conversation, I DO make contact.
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It IS a distraction to look at her. She wants me to go inside to feel her hand but I wonder WHY she is such a distraction.
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Originally Posted by kororain
In normal day to day operations, I have no issues with eye contact. I have zero desire to have prolonged eye contact with T though. Zero. We're not intimate and I don't really care to be.
There's one person on the planet I've ever really had that intimate, long eye contact with, and it certainly wasn't her.
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Thank you.
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Originally Posted by ~Christina
I dont have any trouble with eye contact with my T . There is mutual trust maybe that plays into it .
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thank you.
I think it's more than trust. I trust my T. It's just hard when she's looking right at me!
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Originally Posted by sweepy62
Rainbow, looking into your t eyes especially when you care, makes you feel even a deeper connection, a non verbal strong emotional moment, maybe subconsciously you are afraid or trying to avoid it? For me, I think thats the case.
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Your answer seems to fit the best. The connection when looking into her eyes is too intense but I want it.
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Originally Posted by Petra5ed
It makes you vulnerable. It's not just two people looking at each other, it's a deep communication. You can look into a persons eyes and "see" the person. Words are just intellectualizations of thoughts and feelings, and thoughts and feelings can both be read via eye contact. If you read this article on the power of eye contact you'll see what I mean, it's powerful stuff. The Power of Eye Contact ? Make Someone Fall in Love With You! - Psychologia |
I read the article. My T has big eyes; is she causing those love chemicals in me? Lol! I always loved her eyes!!!
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Originally Posted by NowhereUSA
i make frequent eye contact with my t. if i'm talking about something very personal, i don't but that's because i'm in my head. my looking away is because i'm trying to think really hard without a neuron exploding lol. however, i do glance back at him and when we're conversing, i make direct eye contact.
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Thanks! Your reaction makes sense.