Hello, ak482. Your obsession with sex and assumed confirmation bias are making your life difficult. Does your therapist know that sometimes you are so down you do not even want to live?

Out of curiosity, do you expect someone to run up to you and ask you to have sex with them? Is sex more important than a relationship? Are you looking for a one night stand? Maybe, friends with benefits? How important is the person who relieves you of your virginity?

I wish you well.