Those that kidnapped me were just man, or rather a man. The dominant side of my charactor, and me submitting by allowing the man to touch me and me enjoy the pleasure adn the manipulation of my move was I think me trying to find some control over a situation in daylight hours that I was finding hard. That I had no control over, but in my dreams I resolved this powerlessness by suducing my dominant part. In my dreams, I won, I over come.