Hello. I do not think it matters what the doctors think. If you think it sounds like it is right, you will know. It took a long time for all of us to know we were not relly alone. BUUuuutt it sure did answer a lot of questions some had and made it more better in lots of ways.
I am just a part buuuttt there is not any body to be the main part like you sound like you think you are. We are not any thing to be afrad of.