Being deaf, I have to lipread. And it makes it so hard when I'm really upset. Because it feels too intense sometimes. I look down when I'm crying, I look at the wall or the books when I'm describing something. But I'll look at him when he talks, and when I'm saying hi and bye. He has such kind eyes and an expressive face. One time he was pissed at me and it wasn't much fun seeing that in his face, or body language even.