I have a memory or dream that I remember of being sexually abused. I don't know if it actually happened or if I was dreaming because it felt so real. I was probably at the age of 13-16. But I remember it was being in bed sleeping and being slightly awoken by the penetration that pleased me and confused because of the relative doing it. I went back to sleep and woke up not knowing if it was a lucid dream or felt uncomfortable for even having the dream if that's what it really was.