Welcome to PC. You can find a lot of support here. My daughter was very similar from 13 until 19. She definitely had depression because she had a suicide attempt. At around 19 she totally snapped out of it and is very happy and interested in school and gets good grades, wants to do new things etc. So it is possible things will get better as you get older.
In the mean time I would tell your parents of your struggles and that you think you may have depression. Get some professional help with this. You can't help it and need some help. People will think you are lazy and don't care so you have to tell them what is going on. You obviously care and want to be better.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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