I don't wanna take it today. I just don't want to deal with it.

I'm an hour 'late' in taking my meds, and I don't care, I just don't want to deal with anything today.

I want to tear my hair out.

I'm worried about my dad. I just started trying to connect with him again (long story short, we have no relationship because of my mother, then because he's 'uninterested' or something and never could keep up the communication) and I just found out on Friday, that this Friday he's having some tests run to see if he's got cancer.

Damn it.

*grumbles* I'll go take my meds, but I'm not happy about it.