Well I joined a grief share group to try an deal with losing my dear mother 6 months ago and my youngest brother 12 years ago. I am seeing a hopice counselor, have joined a new church, and also go to a grief group, and yet I don't know which way to GO ?????
I have two children and each are living their own lives and don't even call to see how I am. My therpist told me I have to realize that having a bipolar child they will never show the love and affection I hoped for in my family. So on top of everything life slaps me again.
Oh well another day and my sadness is so overwhelming I wish I could sleep until the pain goes away. But I have to get up and try to help my Dad who is grieving losing the love of his life for 60 years.
Hope someone out there is having a better day......
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