((((Petunia)))) Thanks. I'm trying my best to keep away from anything to do with it, and I thought I was going to be ok, but my aunt just sent me an email about it and how it's reminded her of Dunblane as well...I'm struggling now. (I don't blame her, though - in a way, it would have been harder for her, because she understood what was happening, but she lives at the other side of the world so wouldn't have been able to do anything about it.)

Thanks. I'm refusing to let myself feel selfish for being upset about it, and I'm managing...just.