Hi, I get it but don't know how to help anyone, least of all myself. I have major depression, this is my fourth battle with it. I started slipping almost a year ago and have struggled for so long. Do you think I will ever get better? I have people who would be hurt if I didn't make it (and a dog, what would happen to him?) so I try to get through the days. It is so hard. This is by far the longest bout for me, keep waiting to see some light.