I think I am just so different compared to others my age and I worry I am just not good enough and that people are saying how odd I am to not be married, have kids or be anywhere near that stage. Not to mention the fact I look 16. I know I shouldn't care and I do wonder why I am so concerned with others opinions. I guess I have just felt I never measure up and that I can't be loved unconditionally until I do all that I feel I am meant to do. At the moment, I feel I can't be loved and accepted for who I am in the present moment. Weird perhaps but it is how I feel.