Going to therapy keeps coming up with me. I don't think I'd like online therapy so I guess I'll have to find a face to face therapist. It's really scary for me. I don't have good experiences with therapists. I wish there was a way for me to know a really good therapist in the area but she/he would probably be too expensive.
What you said about possibly seeing my brother (or maybe even one of my sisters?) being punished in this way is interesting to me. I've never thought about that.
I was a really messed up little kid. Geez. Bullying some poor girl at school, making the dog masterbate with a blanket, talking to imaginary friends...
Oh well.