Ugh... a tossup. Apathy and crying in public. If I could lose either one of those I think my battle would be easier. There is nothing that says 'I'm crazy!' more than losing it emotionally at work, at a party, at dinner etc... It's like when you are about to vomit in public, sometimes you make it out of there in time, and sometimes you don't. Cept on a daily basis.