Thanks for the replies. Unfortunately, my current T is leaving and I just found out who my new T will be..... so the journey will be starting all over.

My current T had asked me why I thought I am so afraid of being wrong. The only thing I could come up with was because my Mom would get angry if I had anything under in A in school, so maybe it stems from that? However, now I also realize it could stem from my dad. It didn't matter if I was right he always told me I was wrong and then that lead to some not so good stuff.
I'm scared to be wrong. I can admit when I am wrong, but it scares me. Like I feel something bad is going to happen if I'm wrong, or I'll disappoint someone if I'm wrong. I will do a ton of research to find the right answers when I can.
Thanks again.

Celtic