I haven't posted in this forum before but I know a lot of you have experience with this topic. I had an abusive childhood and I am seeing a T very soon.

I think I have some form of dissociation as I have huge chunks of time in my childhood that I just don't remember and also bits and pieces of time I cannot recall. My step father was a pedophile. He exposed himself to me and I do remember that. He would also come into the bathroom to finish my baths at age 8 or so. I do remember that. I have certain strange feelings but I cannot explain them. I even had times I could not wake up and I felt myself twirling around. Weird stuff, I know.

I used to be driving and completely forget where I was and where I was going but that hasn't happened in a very long time. Could all of this be a type of dissociation?