I wasn't passed out, I leaned back into him after the massage, from relaxation, and the booze.

Now this is a major trigger







He was touching my breasts, and my brain clicked in but my body froze. I couldn't move. After a bit of that he unbuttoned my pants and inserted his fingers. I was shocked but still couldn't move. He was supposed to be my friend, but friends don't do that to someone, if she's been drinking or not. I wanted to do something, but couldn't budge, I just wanted it to be over. He just kept touching me so forth... I was frozen.

After while he did up my pants, pulled my top down and I stirred, I could move again, I looked over at the other couch and my friend was still passed out, surely if she was awake she'd make a comment.

After a bit he said do you know what I did, I said no. And he told me, after that he said before he left Enough molesting little girls. So obviously he knew what he did was wrong. I didn't know what to say, or how to react, so I hugged him goodbye and said thanks? I still didn't know what to say, and that's what came out.

The next day he came down again and wanted me and my twin to go to his place for the movies. MY sister said no and said that I should go. I had a massive panic attack and didnt want to be around him again, he scared me and made me really nervous. I declined and when he left I told her and she was disgusted. that happened about 5 yeas ago but I still see him from time to time and still get anxious around him. I ignore him the best that I can, and I think he doesn't understand why I would act that way towards him, but I wont tell him why, it's too awkward. He's been weird with my sister too, don't know if he's done anything to her however.

I didn't end up going to the boat, stayed with my boyfriend, so don't know if he ended up there or not.

I just don't feel comfortable bringing it up to him after this time, I don't want to be around him, and try not too even though him and my sis are friends still, I think they are.. It's too uncomfortable, and I don't want to make a scene and have people questioning why I'm acting that way......




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