Well I was pretty stable since April until the last 3 or 4 weeks ago. About four weeks ago my wife wanted to watch a video on FB but would not click on the link so I figured I would let her watch it on my phone so I clicked on it and it took you to a site that want you to grant FB access and I said no way. Well that night I felt supper guilty about not being able to let her watch it. I started having racing thoughts about this guilt so I ended up taking a prn to calm me down well I had about four of these panic attacks that week and ended up having to take more prns. I have been posting stupid stuff on post elsewhere on this forum one about men having disgusting beards and I responded with I like my ladies clean shaven which I should not have posted. I am not able to sleep anymore even taking my sleeping pills. Since Friday of last week I have only slept like 13 hours and most of that was from last night when I took double my sleeping pills which is my prescribed amount I took double my prn I slept real good but I can tell you I will be up all night tonight.
I quit drinking about five months ago and the last time I smoked pot was 4/20/14. Oh another thing that is bugging me is when people on here when they say sorry for another post or sorry for the rant. You people have no reason to say sorry to anyone for what you post cause this is what this forum is for us to do post away people pot till your hearts content and have no shame in your game.